She won’t call you, you have to call her. She won’t come talk to you, you should go talk to her. She’s not going to let you act stupid and pretend she likes it. You should just be around her. When you’re with a group of friends, she isn’t going to run into your arms no matter how much she wants to. You need to come up behind her and wrap your arms around her, and let her friends get jealous. She loves you more than you can imagine, no matter how much she doesn’t show it. But you boy, you need to show her how much you love her. So she isn’t afraid to show it back.
Dear __________. You know what? You make me smile like no other. Really, I mean it. Sometimes, I honestly do find myself missing you. We see each other but… ugh it doesn’t matter. It’s like that during summer AND now winter. I’m not trying to be stupid, but my heart is. You know what? Yeah, I like you. However, you never bother to ‘pop the question!!!’ Frankly, I’m not that patient. If you don’t take another step forward, albeit all your mental and physical advances, I am stopping with you. We can’t be complicated like this anymore. I’m done. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH./enough venting. *whew, wipe away sweat. & Stay calm.
He always walks on the dangerous side of the road whenever we’re together.
He steals my kisses.
He hugs me from behind.
He walks far distances to my neighborhood to pick me and drop me off.
He lets me wear his big sweater when I tell him Baby , it’s cold outside.
He is the sweetest and tells me “you’re beautiful…” it makes me smile.
He is my first kiss.
He taught me how to stop being shy with affection.
He introduces videogames to me and lets me play with him :3
He saved me from the insanity caused by the first half of 2010.
But this time, I think it’s dunzo. I’m moving on to 2011 with new memories, adventures, and ideas. Still, this guy made my year better than it was ever supposed to be because he took risks and brushed off my countless rejections.♥ Thanks to him, I’m turnt out.
I have taken notice that in any type of relationship, be it a romantic or a family one, people understand each other better with every laugh that is uttered. It connotes understanding, lightheartedness, “easiness,” and compassion. On the other hand, silence is when some kind of chaos is intangible at the moment… disorder is on its way… and it signals a threat to communication. So, when we genuinely laugh, I feel much more intimate with that person. I need this type of communication now. >:/
If you’re reserved and quiet, you’re emo. If you’re open and expressive, you’re attention hungry. If you’re a virgin by 16, you’re doing something wrong. If you lose it by 16, you’re a whore. If you don’t compliment yourself, you’re begging for compliments. If you do compliment yourself, you’re…
So spending the day with the past bOo ending up being more adventurous and unexpected than I thought.
<33 :) Dec23,2010 is his birthday. Lucky boi. It began at 1PM when I woke up willingly because I said I’d be free after 1 … got ready until 3. Sent him a FACEBOOK MSG cuz that bastard keeps staying ‘offline’ (-.-) Next, we arrange to meet up at ‘the school’ but then I stopped and made him a cute gift: bag of chocolates… all Milky Way & 1 Hershey’s with Cookies n’ Cream. When I walked on over towards the intersection, I didn’t see him and got really disappointed. :[ Apparently, we missed each other because we took different paths. He ended up at my house and didn’t even ring the freakin’ doorbell. I ended up at his. Without each other. Soo, I gave the chocolates to his sister who was in front of the house… a bit sad because she said he was off to freakin’ Chipotle.
NONETHELESS, I brushed it off and visited the neighboring friend. Ten minutes later, I receive a call from him telling me of the miss… I was glad and I think my voice sounded kinda .. crushed at first. Haha, hope he could not tell. I mean if anything, HE should be disappointed because it’s HIS birthday… not mine! Anyway, he came over with me to the friend’s house and we helped the friend wash his car. :) Afterwards, we walked to Chipotle together but unfortunately, the road there was closed so it got postponed tomorrow… & then… we ended up in the park in the pitch dark. 7 PM now. And we just sat next to each other. We saw the Orion star constellation… under a big open meadow of a field…HEH the end.
I’m glad I spent the day with him and made his birthday a “lovely” day as I wished for him. :]